i hate how far we are from each other, you’re so close to me but yet so far, ive never met someone who ive wanted to understand and love more than you, and i don’t think that perspective of you will ever change in my mind, no matter what youve done to me you always find a way back into my head, its like youre a parasite. its worse when you know how i feel and mess with that, i’d do anything to connect with you on a real level, intimately, emotionally, physically, i wanna be there for you, i wanna be the one you think about, but i know i cant have that, ill love you forever